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February 25th, 2005

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January 31st, 2005

12:06 am - Weekly update Yea so this past week was a good one. I never can remember what I do during the week. It's usually consumed by work, hanging out with the roomies and sleeping. I had the DZ Chapter meeting on Monday...I remember that. Work was work...a lot of wedding tours. Wednesday night I went to Dave and Busters with Rob. It was last min...he sent me an email right before he was leaving work to let me know he was going there. I just stopped by to say Hi and to meet some of his work friends. It was a good time. Thursday night we were supposed to go to the movies...but he was in a bad mood after work so we just hung out at my place and watched TV. He got out a little later than expected... Friday I went to Happy Hour at landmark with Stace and Dimakos. I had off of work...so I went to get my haircut and get bloodwork done. I dyed my hair some pretty funky colors...don't know if i like it, but oh well. It can grow out...Went to Manayunk after Landmark to hang with Elise, Tom and Mike. I don't think I was much fun though...couldn't sleep in Mike's house because of his stinking cats..so I left at like 430 in the morning. Saturday night was the sex toy party and Stacy's bday party. I was definitely being the hostess with the mostess. It was crazy! The was a cake fight...drama with some boys...doing the shopping cart...jaeger bombs! I had such a good time... Today I went to work...came home, took a nap, was woken up by Krystin, Jay and David. We went to Don Pablo's for dinner and then I went to the girl's meeting. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

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January 23rd, 2005

11:08 pm - This past week... Well, this week was a good one...nothing really too exciting Work was work. Had a lot of leads and tours and contracts. My Director of Sales did my goals for the first quarter. Let's hope I can exceed them...so I can go to Aruba!! Wednesday night was the girls first chapter meeting. It was at the house...so of course no was paying any attention. But there was some good information mentioned. Their first real chapter meeting is this Monday in the Student Center. I really want things to work out for them this semester! They just need to work and focus...After the meeting, I went over Delta Chi to hang out with Mike. It was better than the last couple times we have tried to hang out. I just thought since it was the New Year, we would try to start things off on a good note. I still feel like I am the one pushing the friendship, but I just really want it to work. I just wish that he would talk to me like he used to...share what's going on in his life. Be the one to initiate the first contact. I know its awkward because we did share such a big part of our lives together as a couple...but I just don't see why we can't be friends. We talked for a little while and then the girls came over for a mixer so I hung out downstairs for a little bit. Then I started to get weirded out because I am 24 standing in a fraternity house...so I bolted. I would have like to hang out with Mike a little more...but c'est la vie. Friday night I went out on a date with this kid Rob. He is real cute...it was a double date with Stacy, he had brought his best friend, Andrew. We met them at the Mexican Post in Old City and then we finished the night at Buffalo Billiards. I didn't even have a lot to drink but I was definitely tipsy...probably because I was really tired and hungry. I didn't go to sleep on Thurs until like 3am and I worked from 8am to like 745pm. Friday was crazy...so by the time midnight rolled around, I was definitely in need of a bed! We stayed out until last call and than ran to my car, since it was below 2 degrees out. I think everyone had a good time. He wants to see me again, which is a nice thing. Erica is hosting a sex toy party at our place this sat and then people are coming over afterwards for Stacy's bday, so I think he might come to that. I hope things work out...I am just looking for something casual. Nothing too deep like Mike and I...I don't think I am ready for that yet. But then again, you never know. Everything happens for a reason, I am a firm believer in that philosophy...so I guess I will just see where it takes me! Here is a little info on him: He is 27, works in the boro as a IT professional, lives in horsham (travels over an hour to get to work...CRAZY!), likes to snowboard, is a good dresser..lol, is a good conversationalist. He is about 5'9 ish...brown hair...blue/green eyes...cute face and nice bod. After I woke up on Sat, I took Stacy back to her car at Chi Chi's at the deptford mall. It took me like 30-40 minutes to get there and back and I only live like 5 minutes! The roads weren't even that bad...just stupid drivers. I really wanted to visit my friend Markey in PA, but she wasn't picking up her phone, so I decided to drive to Manayunk to get snowed in with Tree, Shannon, Blau and Robby G. I had to pick up Blau on the way in center city since the trains decided not to run for a couple of hours. It wasn't bad at all...except for when I got in Manayunk...then I got stuck on one of the hills, but I was able to recover. We basically hung out the whole day, ate, drank, watched TV, played Taboo and 10 Questions and Answers, made dinner. I watched A Walk To Remember after everyone went to bed. I love that movie...very sad...I always cry when I watch it. Today we went to the Manayunk Brew Pub to watch the Eagles game. There weren't as many people as I thought would be there, but it still was a good time. CONGRATS TO THE BIRDS!! First time to the superbowl since 1980...the year I was born! Blau wanted to go to another bar to watch the Pats vs the Steelers game, but we all went home instead. I took a little nap and then shoveled out my car to go home. All in all the weekend was very good. Good times with new friends and old friends. That is the one thing I am nervous about moving to Cali...I won't be near my friends anymore. They have been my backbone these last 4 years of my life. I don't know what I would have done without them. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

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January 17th, 2005

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January 3rd, 2005

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December 30th, 2004

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October 31st, 2004

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October 24th, 2004

02:55 pm I am waiting for Erica to come over so we can go Halloween costume shopping...AGAIN! I can't find anything that I want to be. My friends are having a party, so I am real excited...but I wish I could decide on what to be!! Nothing is really going on in my life right now. Still trying to hang out with my friends as much as I can to keep my mind off of "you know who". I guess it's working. I haven't really been thinking about him THAT much. I decided that in order to get over him that we need not to talk anymore...however, right before I made that decision he wanted to know if I wanted to go to Red Lobster for the all you can eat shrimp thing. I wish we would have gone before we weren't talking. I would have enjoyed that...oh well. I am sure he has found someone else to go with. I passed my wedding certification test!! Whoo-hoo...so now I am a certified wedding specialist for Marriott. How cool is that? I really do love my job. Even though I complain about it occassionally, I really do enjoy what I do. Elise came by the other day to see my hotel. She is really thinking about having her wedding here, which is great. I think she will be happy and I want to be able to give her a really nice wedding, so if she has it at our place, I will be able to help her out a little!! ERICA IS HERE - update more later! Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Goodies

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October 16th, 2004

09:53 am - Workin on a Saturday So my 10 o'clock appt is running late, so I thought I would take this opportunity to write a journal entry. I thought I would be updating more, but unfortunately that is not the case. Oh well, how many of you actually read my journal entries anyway? I am sure most of you have a ton of people on your friends list that update all the time, so you just skim through. That is me...I am a skimmer. Where did I last leave off? I can't even remember. I joined a gym, don't know if I mentioned that before. I joined Bally Total Fitness and I have a personal trainer, Brett. Originally, this girl Alex called me to confirm my first appt, but I wasn't too kean on having a girl train me. I don't know, I am just not motivated as much by a girl telling me to push harder than a guy telling me the same thing. I think they thought I was weird when I called back and requested a guy, but I didn't care. I am spending like $700/year on this shit, so I better get what I want! :-) My PT wants me to write down everything I eat. I did the first two days and then showed him, and he laughed. He was like "What is 5 skittles??" I was like "I dunno, you told me to write down everything..." It was funny. He said I need to eat better because that is the primary step in losing weight. If I don't eat healthier, I won't be able to get the body I want, even if I worked out everyday. He said it would be like taking two steps forward and one step back. This weekend is Homecoming at Rowan. Last night I went out with my sisters around the boro. It was ok. I thought I would have a better time, but I didn't. The best part about Homecoming is seeing everyone you love that you don't get to see often. The worst part about Homecoming is seeing the people you can't stand. I must have been a bitch when I was in college because I wasn't getting very friendly looks from girls in other sororities. Oh well, I got my shit done and I had fun. Too bad if people didn't like me. Tonight I am going out to dinner for Zach's birthday. We are going to Yamato for dinner and then back to his place to party. It should be fun. I haven't seen my colorguard friends in a while, so that will be nice. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Somebody Told Me

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October 14th, 2004

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October 11th, 2004

11:12 am - Columbus was good for one thing...a HOLIDAY! I love today. I got to sleep in, finally! I don't really have anything to do except take a shower, go to the eye doctors to get my glass readjusted, go to the mall, find another part time job, sign up at a gym and go the sorority's chapter meeting. It's already 2:00 so I should be getting my ass in gear. This past weekend was full of friends and bars. It was a great time! Thursday night, I went out with Erica and her roommate Ann to this Maxim/Bud Light party in Philly. It was pretty cool. Lots of good looking people there...Everything was free too, so that was a plus. Talked to this one guy there, Jeremy, he actually goes to Rowan. But he turned out to be a real loser. Also, when I got home, I realized that I didn't have my license anymore, which kind of sucked. Friday night I dragged Stacy out with my to this place called the Warwick Tavern. Cassidy was going there, so I thought it would be a good time. Well, it was good to see Cassidy, even though I have seen here so much in the past couple of weeks, but the bar was soo beat! The average age was 50 and Stacy and I had to pay $10 to get in. I was sooo annoyed. We stayed for our one free drink and then peaced. Then it was off to Top Dog. It was ok there, nothing really much going on. I saw Pistone, Smurf and Henry from Delta Chi. We basically hung out with them while we were there. It was good to see Henry, I haven't seen him in forever!! After that we decided to end up at the Landmark. However, since I had lost my license the night before in Philly, the stupid bouncer wouldn't let me in with my birth certificate. I was totally annoyed. I mean Top Dog the most strict club in south jersey, who requires a s.s. card with your dup license even let me in with no problem. So Stace and I stood outside in the cold for like 15 minutes until Kimmie came out to help me. She tried to talk to the bouncers, but they weren't budging. Then Mike, a Landmark manager and an old server I used to work with at the Bistro said it was cool if I went in. We went in and it was loaded with Kappa Sigs and Tri Sigs. Not even worth the fight to get in, if you ask me. But I did have a decent time. It was nice to see some of the older people I don't get to talk to that often. After that it was back to my place for some sleep. I had to get up early the next morning to get a new license. Saturday was a day of cleaning my apartment. Went to get my license, which was fairly an easy process. Thought I would be there forever, but it wasn't that bad. Then it was back to Narraticon to clean the room. I did lots of laundry and finally finished my room around 6ish. I was supposed to go to AC with a few friends, but when the time came to shower and leave, I didn't feel like going. I felt bad because I said I was going to go, but I just didn't feel like driving down there by myself. So I talked to Elise and she was going to manayunk, so I decided to go there. Me, Tom, Crystal and Elise went to Tom's friend Mike's place. We chilled there for a while and then we went to Thomas's. It was a cute little bar. We got a table in the back and just hung out there for a couple of hours. Went back to Mike's place and went to bed. Wasn't feeling to well around 5 in the morning...:-/ Got at like 9:30 and went to Le Bus for breakfast and then went home. It was Shopping Sunday with Dimakos, so we went to the Cherry Hill Mall. Wasn't planning on spending any money, but bought 2 jackets from Aero anyway. They are real cute for the winter! That's about it for my weekend. Went to the sorority's eboard meeting last night and hung out with my kids for a while. Then came home, but couldn't fall asleep till like 4am. My tummy hurt really really bad last night and even when I woke up this morning. Hope I don't have something wrong with me!! Current Mood: okay

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September 26th, 2004

06:26 pm - Still sad So I still have a broken heart. I thought I would be over it sooner, but I am not. I keep asking him to get back together, I don't know why I do that. I know the answer is going to be no. I want to be with him so bad, I cry whenever I think about him. Well not all the time because then I would be crying like 1/2 my days away. I know I sound really pathetic, but I can't help it. He broke my heart, and I can't get over it. I am trying to move on, but no one compares to him. Every time I have a free second, I think about him and how we used to be and I miss that so much. I just don't understand why he doesn't want to be with me. Well, I think my mind does, but my heart isn't on the same page. I took his number out of my phone, but that really doesn't make any difference because I know it by heart. I am just rambling I know.... I don't know what to do with myself. I thought Colorguard would help, but when I went today, I really didn't even feel like being there. Not because of the people or the work, but becuase I just want to be with him. I know when I re-read this entry 2 years down the road, I am going to laugh at it because I am being soo foolish. I never thought I would be the type of person to sob and let a guy upset my life. But I have and I don't know how to deal. I love him so much still and it hurts so much to hear that he doesn't feel the same way anymore. Current Mood: sad Current Music: Your Body is a Wonderland

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September 21st, 2004

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September 19th, 2004

10:47 am - Where do I even begin?? It's been a while and lots of things have happen since I last wrote an entry. Probably the biggest life change is my break up with Mike. The beginning of August was when it happened. We were definitely drifting apart. He knew it, I knew it, and we both knew there was something that had to change. I mentioned it first, but he was the one who made the final decision to break up. It was very sad. I am still upset about it, but he thinks we made the right decision, so who am I to argue. Deep down inside, I know we did to, but I just can't seem to deal without him. I am being that typical ex-girlfriend who still calls and annoys him, but I just can't help it. I still want him in my life, as a friend, as whatever, but I just haven't reached that comfortable stage yet with him. Things are still awkward when we see each other, but the good news is, it gets less awkward each time. I know time is what I need, I just wish it was moving so slow. Maybe a couple years down the road, we will get back together, maybe not. But I do have to say, I am happy that he entered my life and I will never forget him. Hopefully he will never forget me either. On to the job part of my life: I am working at the Airport Marriott now as a catering manager for weddings. Its awesome...I really like position, but I feel like I suck at it. I am not a very good sales person. But hopefully I will gain more experience to be a good one. I think my passion is in Event Management. Maybe that will be my next step. I still have my dream of being a wedding planner, so let's see how many years it will take me to achieve that dream. Speaking of weddings, I went to my friend Chrissy's last night. It was lots of fun. During the wedding my friend Elise called and said she was engaged! So happy for her. Lots of people getting married around me. Let's hope I am not an old maid. I figured out my wedding date...November 11, 2011. 11/11/11. I have a little over 7 years to find a mate. Let's see if that happens... Nothing else is really new in my life. Colorguard starts soon. I am excited. This will be my last year since my work actually requires me to work weekends. I just want to get one last year in and hopefully me being busy with this activity will help me get over Mike. I am ok when I am doing stuff, but when I have time to actually think, its always about him and what I did wrong in the relationship. I know he was unhappy with me because he thought I didn't appreciate him enough. Which in some instances, I can agree. But even though I didn't show it often, I really did/do appreciate everything he does for me. I guess I didn't know how lucky I was until he wasn't in my life anymore. Funny how that happens often. Maybe I am a selfish person and I don't even know it. Maybe I do expect people to do certain things. It's all so confusing because I think I am a certain way, but I do believe others view me in a different perspective. We were so happy in the beginning, I don't know what happened. I think we just feel into the old couple's rut. Which I know he was totally against, and I don't blame him. He is 20 and I am 23, there is no reason we should be in an old couple's rut, but we did fall into that same routine. And unfortunately, neither one of us knew how to get out of it. Well enough about Mike. I know everything happens for a reason, so I will just sit back and try to follow my path. Right now I am supposed to be on a plane to Florida. But because of Hurricane Jeanne, my sales school got cancelled. I was soo pissed because Cassidy and Mehler bought tickets to fly down to hang out with me Thurs thru Sunday. Now I have no way of getting there. It sucks...I have to come up with an inexpensive plan fast! Any ideas??? I am going to clean my apartment now. It's a hot mess... Oh and I got a new computer from work. I will be updating the LJ more often, now that I have a lot of free time on my hands. Current Mood: contemplative

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June 7th, 2004

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